My Announcement

For those who are wondering I am engaged to my girlfriend of 16 months. I popped the question last night at dinner. We told family before that we would be getting married as we picked out the ring together. The date is set for July 2008.

Coming Soon

Just to let everyone out there know I will have an announcement coming in the next few days. Some of you will know what it is already.

An Awful Joke

This was sent to me a while ago.

THE WORST JOKE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD
A man is dining in a fancy restaurant and there is a gorgeous redhead sitting at the next table. He has been checking her out since he sat down, but lacks the nerve to talk with her. Suddenly she sneezes, and her glass eye comes flying out of its socket towards the man. He reflexively reaches out, grabs it out of the air, and hands it back. Oh my, I am so sorry, "the woman says as she pops her eye back in place. "Let me buy your dinner to make it up to you," she says. They enjoy a wonderful dinner together, and afterwards they go to the theatre followed by drinks. They talk, they laugh, she shares her deepest dreams and he shares his. She listens. After paying for everything, she asks him if he would like to come to her place for a nightcap and stay for breakfast. They had a wonderful, wonderful time. The next morning, she cooks a gourmet meal with all the trimmings The guy is amazed! ! Everything had been SO incredible! !! ! "You know, "he said, "you are the perfect woman. Are you this nice to every guy you meet? "
"No, " she replies. . . . .
" Wait for it . . . . .
It's coming. . . . . . . . .
The suspense is killing you, isn't it? She says: "...but you just happened to catch my eye." (oh shut up, and just forward it!)

I Feel Drained

I have worked 7 consecutive days and counting and I'm starting to feel it. i had a bad day yesterday and if not for the prayers of a co-worker I would have collapsed. I also got some bad news in the mail which I won't get into. I still feel tired but at least I'm still alive. Anyways, I just thought I would vent a bit.

An Online Survey I Filled out

My
Last Cigarette: Back in 1997

Last Alcoholic Drink:rye

Last Car Ride:Back from my girl's place a few hours hours ago.

Last Kiss: From my girlfriend a couple hours ago.

Last Good Cry:no comment

Last Library Book:Objectivism: The Philosophy of Ayn Rand

Last book bought:Irish Myths and Legends

Last Book Read:See Above

Last Movie Seen in Theatres:Hoodwinked yeah it has been a while

Last Movie Rented:The Departed

Last Cuss Word Uttered:hmmmm

Last Beverage Drank:Water

Last Food Consumed:A Puff Cookie

Last Crush:My current girlfriend

Last Phone Call:To my friend Ken

Last TV Show Watched:Deal Or No Deal

Last Time Showered:Yesterday

Last Shoes Worn:Black reebok sneakers

Last CD Played:The Best Of lighthouse

Last Item Bought:A Bag Of Sugar

Last Download:????

Last Annoyance:Pain In Back

Last Disappointment:hmmmmm agian

Last Soda Drank:Caffine Free Diet Pepsi

Last Thing Written:i

Last Key Used:House Key

Last Words Spoken:Bye

Last Sleep:Seventeen hours ago.

Last Ice Cream Eaten:Gold Ribbon from Kawartha Dairy

Last Chair Sat In:The one I'm sitting in now.

Last Webpage Visited:Blogger

Not Much To Report

Not much to report on this side. Will be working the entire weekend and will be visiting my girlfriend's family on Saturday night as it's her sister's birthday coming up. But I guess I will just rest in most of my spare moments.

A Little Poem

Am I allowing my natural life to be slowly transfigured
By the indwelling life of the Son of God?
God's ultimate purpose is that His Son.
might be manifested in my moral flesh.
Oswald Chambers

My Long Weekend

I had a great long weekend. I got to spend the day yesterday in Barrie doing some shopping with my girlfriend. Today I got to go to Faith Baptist for the first time in ages and spent the rest of the day resting. Not to mention the weather was perfect as I got to do some walking as well. It's back to the gird tomoorow but I had a lot of fun the last three days. It was a great weekend.

A Long Weekend

I get a long weekend this weekend. I have to find ways to enjoy it as it will be the only weekend I get off for a while. The good part is the weather is supposed to be awesome as well. WHOOOO!!

Saying Grace in a Restaurant

I have been sent another awesome e-mail by my significant other.

Saying Grace in a Restaurant! Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the woman whose remark had started this whole thing), "Too bad she never asks God for ice cream. A little ice cream is good for the soul sometimes." Naturally, I bought my kids ice cream at the end of the meal. My son stared at his for a moment, and then did something I will remember the rest of my life. He picked up his sundae and, without a word, walked over and placed it in front of the woman. With a big smile he told her, "Here, this is for you. Ice cream is good for the soul sometimes; and my soul is good already."

Busy And Now Relaxed

Quite a busy week between working seven days and battling an illness it was eventful to stay the least. I got to enjoy the weather today however by going for a walk with my significant other check out her town in a rural town which was nice and very relaxing. Also, we got to sit and just chat which was nice as well. Hopefully the weather will stay like this so I can go for many more walks like the last one.

Slow Dance

Here is a cute poem my girlfriend sent me recently.

SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
!
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

I Think I Need Help

I am quickly becoming a Facebook addict. For those who don't know it is a website that you can put a profile listing where you live, where you went to school etc.. and try to meet old friends and/or people from your past. Anyways, I got home from home over an hour and have spent most of my time on Facebook searching for people from my past and people I currently know. I have been doing it a lot lately and I need to slow down as it's taking up my free time. I think I neeed a support group or something.

This Is More Like it

Finally, after waiting a long time for the winter to end we get some decent weather. I know it is too early for summer and the weather will probably cool down soon but it is nice when it happens. Enjoy it while you can because I know I will.

More Words To Live By

To renounce what one has is a minor thing.
to renounce what one is, that is asking a lot.
Gregory The Great

A Bit About My Day Yesterday

I started a new position at another group home last night and I had to hit the ground running as what was supposed to be an orientation turned into an actual shift. Mercifully the residents were easy to get along and I had few problems. I just have to get used to working these weird hours.

Time for God

Here an e-mail my girlfriend sent me the other day.

Read only if you have time for God . Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate for this company and during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning... Maybe, Sunday night... And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That... there is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this.Please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father." Not ashamed? Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!! Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13) This is simple. If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you... Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you! Now do you have the time to pass it on? Make sure that you scroll through to the end. Easy vs. Hard Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie? Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up? Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones? Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one.... There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS! Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God). Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing? Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

The Brick

Here's something that was sent to me a while ago which will make you think.

THE BRICK

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down

when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown The angry driver

then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against

a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop...." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's my brother, "he said "He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up."

Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."

Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. "Thank you and may God bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.

It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message: "Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!" God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.

Thought for the Day:

If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.

If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.

He sends you flowers every spring.

He sends you a sunrise every morning Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!

Some Interesting Facts I Found

Because I have nothing better to do right now. I took an on-line intelligence test on
web.tickle.com/tests/uiq. The results were 124 IQ.

Your Intellectual Type is Inventive Inquisitor. You have the unusual distinction of being equally good at math and verbal skills. This means you are a creative thinker and are uniquely good at teaching others through experiences. You are also a great improviser and very good at handling change.

I found this interesting as I have seldom been able to handle change and my math skills have declined over the years. But it does explain a lot about my thought process and what makes me tick. Also, it shows you what you can do when you have a lot of time on your hands.

Happy Easter

HAPPY EASTER TO YOU ALL!!!! I pray you all remember the season for the day the risen Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

Happy Good Friday

Here are some words to remember this good Friday.

But God commendth his love toward us, in that, while we were sinners, Christ died for us.
Romans 5:8

But I'm Still Standing

A bit of a rough day as I did another overnight shift and only got a few hours. Then woke up and felt cold I'm fighting got worse and then I had to go sign a contract for a new position. Then after that I had to work for 9 hours but I still managed to survive. I feel awful but I'm still standing. At least I could look forward to a good night's sleep.

On Facebook And Time

My sister got me to sign up on Facebook and I have spent the last hour checking it out. I have got to budget my time better as I feel I wasted the last 30 minutes(The rest was put together a profile and looking for friends). Anyways, I will see how it goes and find something to do the rest of the night.

What's New ...Well

I went for orientation today at my new job and it went well as it was shorter than I would of thought. I also have an interview for a part-time position at the place I work at now.Plus, I have a bunch of night shifts scheduled this week so it looks like I'll be busy which is a good thing. I had like to see the sun come out as it has been very gray the last few days and I hope that snow we're supposed to get on Thursday and Friday won't arrive.

A Rare Friday Night

Tonight is a rare night for me as I'm by myself at home here. My girlfriend went up to her parents place and I have some sleep to catch up on as I had a couple overnight shifts at the paper mill and have had a rather busy week. at least I don't have to worry too much about what to do with myself.

A Word On Prayer

I have a case of writer's block but found this poem on prayer:


Prayer must always remain quite ineffective, unless
we do everything we can to make our own pryaers come
true. It is a basic rule of prayer that God will never do
for us what we can do for ourselves. Prayer does not do
things for us; it enables us to do things for ourselves.

William Barclay

Not Much Going On

I got back from home yesterday as it was nice to see friends and family. I have a big week ahead of me as I do a couple 12 hour shifts at the paper mill and some work with the SIL program and group home. In the meantime, I will try to keep myself occupied.

Primary Wonder

Since I have nothing new to write about here is a poem by Denise Levertov:

PRIMARY WONDER

Days pass when I forget the mystery.
Problems insoluble and problems offering
their ignored solutions
jostle for my attention, they crowd its antechamber
along with a host of diversions, my courtiers, wearing
their colored cap and bells.

And then
once more the quiet myserty is present to me, the
throng's clamor recedes; the myserty
that there is anything, anything at all, let alone
cosmos, joy, memory, everything
rather than void: and that, O Lord,
Creator, Hallowed One, You still,
hour by hour sustain it.

Spring Is Here

Today is the first day of spring and the best part is we are going to have spring weather to go with it as it is supposed to get to 7C today and tomorrow is supposed to be even warmer. i have been waiting for this for a while as winter drags at times and I tend to get cabin fever. It will be nice to finally see more of the outdoors.

Some Food for Thought

This morning I heard a very good sermon at church on the topic of the betrayal of Jesus by Judas Isaricot. The pastor used Luke 22:1-6 as the text and show how Judas betrayed Jesus. it was thought provoking in so many ways as one of the points of the message was how there is a little Judas in all of us.

The motive of betrayal was bought up as was it greed as Judas sold Jesus for 30 pieces of silver, was it that Judas wanted to overthrow the Romans and reestalibsh Jewish rule, that he never really believed in Jesus or just that He wasn't what he wanted Him to be. It is not known for sure but greed is at the top of the list.

The idea of us having Judas in us scares me but makes sense. We see it with people who cheat on their spouse, backstabbing at work, gossip in the church or even not being true to one's principles. There was also the idea of what Judas would be like if he were around today. He would be the one who attends church maybe is very active in it. Has a family and nice home maybe even sucessful at his job. But deep down is out for his own gain and is really insincere.

It was a good message to hear and remember in establish my faith but making sure I'm sincere in what I believe.

Facts About St.Patrick

On St.Patrick's day I figured I would post this on the man himself.

www.answers.com/topic/saint-patrick-saint-holiday-figure

Saint Patrick, Saint / Holiday Figure
Born: c. 385
Birthplace: Bannavem Taberniae, Britain
Died: c. 461
Best Known As: Ireland's most famous saint
St. Patrick is revered by Catholics for establishing Christianity in Ireland during the fifth century AD. The precise dates and details of his life are unclear, but some points are generally agreed: as a teen he was captured and sold into slavery in Ireland, and six years later he escaped to Gaul (now France) where he later became a monk. Around 432 he returned to Ireland as a missionary and succeeded in converting many of the island's tribes to Christianity. Late in life he wrote a brief text, Confessio, detailing his life and ministry. His feast day, March 17, is celebrated as a day of Irish pride in many parts of the world.
A popular folk tale says that St. Patrick chased all snakes from Ireland, but there is no historical basis for this story... Another folk tale, that he used shamrocks to teach about the holy Trinity, is also generally agreed to be a myth... In Gaelic the saint's name is Padraig.

With that happy St.Pat's day to you all.

Last Night

I worked at the paper mill last night and then got home and watch the second half of Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader? It was pretty good but personally I would never go on the show just because I have the fear of looking foolish on national TV. Then for some reason I watched the movie Saw which was on one of the movie channels. It was as gruesome as I have heard it was but I found it rather uninvolving as I didn't any connection or sympathy for any of the charcters. Anyways, I got a slow day today and I hope to get a few things done.

New News

I just got hired for a new position yesterday with Community Support working as a support worker on an on-call/casual basis. Granted, it wasn't exactly the position I wanted but I'm happy about it. Plus, it is a matter of getting my foot in door and even better I can kiss seasonal work good-bye as I have grown tired of it.

It looks like spring is around the corner as we have been getting some warm weather the last few days. It is nice but I feel we will probably get one last dumping of snow. But I will enjoy this in the meantime.

Funny Isn't It

Here is yet another poem I found online:

Funny how a $10.00 bill looks so big when you take it to church, but so small when you take it to the mall.

Funny how big an hour serving God looks and how small 60 minutes are when spent playing golf, fishing or shopping.

Funny how long a couple hours spent at church, but how short they are watching a movie.

Funny how we get thrilled when a football game goes into overtime, but we complain when a sermon is longer than the regular time.

Funny how laborious it is to read a chapter in the Bible and how easy it is to read 200-300 pages of a best selling novel.

Funny how we believe what newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.

Funny how people scramble to get the front seat at a game, but scramble to get a back seat at church service.

Funny how we cannot fit a gospel meeting into our schedule with a yearly planner but we can schedule for other events at a moments notice.

Funny how we need 2 to 3 weeks to fit a church event into our schedule, but can adjust it for a social event at the last minute.

Funny how much difficulty some have learning a simple gospel well enough to tell others, but how simple it is for the same people to understand and explain gossip about someone else.

Funny who we can't think of anything to say when we pray, and don't have any diffculty thinking of things to talk to a friend about.

Funny how we are so quick to take direction from a total stranger when we are lost, but are hesitant to take God's direction to be found.

Funny how people are so consumed with what others think about them rather than what God thinks about them.

Funny how so many churchgoers sing "Standing on the Promises" but all they do is sit on the premises.

Funny how people think they can get more accomplished in a lifetime without God than in an hour with Him.

Funny how everyone wants to go to heaven, provided they don't have to believe, or to think, or to say, or do anything.

Funny how we all need to read this.

Cold And Cold

I'm still battling this bloody cold and it worst week to do so as I have quite a busy schedule. Not to mention that winter is back in full force as it back to -30C with the wind chill. I actually makes me miss when it's snowing because at least it is somewhat comfortable out. At least spring is around the corner and this cold weather will go away soon.

My Weekend

I had great weekend even though I had to work. I just a few hours working at the SIL program a few hours each day on Friday, Saturday and Sunday so it wasn't so bad. I also got to preach my first sermon at a church in Sundridge on Sunday night which went very well as I was asked to come back and do it again. The message was on Giving God Our Best and the passage I used was on Matthew 25:14-30.

But on the bad side I got a cold which I'm now fighting of and I don't feel 100 percent today but I do get some time to rest. At least, I didn't have to spend the weekend fighting this cold. Also, it's not the dreaded flu virus I have.

Another Update

The interview went well the other day and so did my shift at the paper mill. We got the storm up here and it is still snowing heavily. We apparently had freezing rain last night but roads were snow covered so it was hard to tell. Also, my car wasn't covered in ice this morning. I have to work today but it is only for a few hours and it is very close to home so it should be to bad. I just hope the storm will stop soon.

Big Day Tomorrow

I have a big day tomorrow as I have an interview with Community Living in Bracebridge. The position is for the same type of work that I do now part-time. It is another part-time position and I hope to get it. I also work with the SIL program in the afternoon and then I work at the paper mill overnight. I guess it is good to be busy since I am showing signs of cabin fever and am pretty bored right now.

Tale of A Drunk Snowmobiler

The other night my girlfriend and I were drive down a country road that was poorly lit. We encountered a guy on a snowmobile who look to be intoxicated. He used my headlights to help guide him and was waving across the road. Yes, I know they ride better on snow but he also stood on the seat at one point. Not to mention that that he wiped out three times and was feeling no pain. (Believe me from what I saw it would have injured me if I did that). He was minus a helmet on it was very chilly outside.

I know it scared both of us as we didn't know what he was doing and I could of easily smashed into him or run him over. We also weren't sure if he was maybe setting us up to rob us or whose.
It just brings up a few things Like vehicles and intoxicants don't mix. That there really should be a crackdown since I doubt very sadly this isn't an insolated incident and is one more driving hazard up here which we need like a hole in the head.

At least I can say that my week wasn't dull at all and gives me a stroy to tell my grandchildren someday.

Snow Day

We are getting a blizzard up here today. Apparently, as much as 5 cm of snow is supposed to fall by the end of day. It has derailed some of my plans but I do have to go into work today for a few hours. Other than that it will be a quiet day at home for now. I just hope it will stop for tonight.

My Driving Pet Peeves

I took a course today on Driver improvement as part of my training for work and we got to talk about our pet peeves when driving. I have come up with a few.

People who don't signal when changing lanes or making a turn.

People who talk on cell phones and are obviously not paying attention to the road.

Truck drivers who tailgate you because they supposely in a hurry.

People who turn right in front of you in an intersection and then proceed to drive slowly.

People behind youwho honk at you a split second after the light turns green.

Truckers in a hurry who splater your windshield in snowy and/or wet weather.

There are my main ones and I'm sure there are others but it's getting late.

O Gracious and Holy Father

O gracious and holy Father,
give us wisdom to perceive Thee,
intelligence to understand Thee,
dilgence to seek Thee,
patience to wait for thee,
eyes to behold Thee,
a heart to mediate upon Thee,
and a life to proclaim Thee;
through the power of the Spirit
of Jesus Christ our Lord.

Benedict of Nursia

The Latest

It is still cold outside. I was supposed to go to a course today but it got canelled which is just as well. I have to work tonight anyways and see the guy I'm helping look after this afternoon. I just hope I have enough energy for today and tonight. In the meantime I will have some rest.

A Francisan Benediction

May God bless you with discomfort

At easy answers,half-truths and superfical relationships

So that you may live deep within your heart.

May God bless you with answer

At injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people,

So you may work for justice, freedom and peace.

May God bless you with tears

To shed for those who suffer pain,rejection, hunger and war,

So that you reach out your hand to comfort them and

To turn their pain into joy.

And may God bless you with enough foolishness

To believe that you can make a difference in the world,

So that you can do what others claim cannot be done

To bring justice and kindnes to all our children and the poor.

Amen

Man It's Cold

The weather is frigid today. I had to attempt to start my car and it took me a couple of minutes but I finally got it started. I just can't believe how cold it is today. The worst part is it's supposed to stay like this for at least a couple more days.

A New Vocation

Things have been picking up at my new job. Recently, I was hired to work as a Relief Support Worker at a group home in town here. It is with an organization that works with developmentally challenged people.I was trained last week and I have some courses to take in the coming weeks. I also got a part time contract with the same organization to work with a different program as well helping take care a young adult out on his own for 8 hours a week. It is an exciting time right now I just hope it will lead to full time work. But in the meantime I will hope for the best and rise to the challenges I face with the new job(s).

Just An Update

I just started a new job this way and although it is only part time it seems to be going well. I work at a group home with mentally handicapped people as a support worker which is is challening to say the least. I'm still in the process of being trained.

Winter has hit this area and it has been very cold at night. Last night it was -20 C and the night before was about the same. But tonight isn't too bad and it was snow all day today. At least this month is going by pretty quickly and I have avoid the winter blahs so far. Anyways, I have to do some reading and head to bed.

I AM SOMEBODY

Here is yet another great poem I found:

I AM SOMEBODY

I may be young; I may be old,

But I am somebody,

For I am God's Child.

I may be educated; I may be unlettered,

But I am somebody,

For I am God's Child.

I may be black; I may be white,

But I am somebody,

For I am God's child.

I may be rich; I may be poor,

But I am somebody,

For I am God's child.

I may be fat; I may be thin,

But I am somebody,

For I am God's child.

I may be married; I may be divorced,

But I am somebody,

For I am God's child.

I may be successful; I may be a failure,

But I am a somebody,

For I am God's child.

I may be a sinner; I may be a saint.

But I am somebody.

For Jesus is my Saviour.

I am God's Child.

Author Unknown

More on Global Warming

It is another mild day outside today and even through I don't mind the warmer weather it is cause for concern. I heard El Nino is the cause but I personally feel the culprit is global warming. it is bizaree that I moved up here and still managed to have a mild winter this far. The more I see around me the more I'm convinced that global warming is playing a role in these odd weather patterns. I never thought I would say this but I do hope that we get at least a little bit a actual winter weather just to keep things in balance.

Happy New Year

I got off to a slow start this year as I had a rather lazy day at my girlfriend's house. Which is just as well as December was a rather busy month for us and we could use the rest. Anyways, I was a low-key New Year's for me and I'm looking to see what 2007 has in store for me.

Reflections

My holiday has gone quite well and was overwhemled by the gifts I received from both my family and my girlfriend's family. More importantly, I got to spend to spend some quality time with family and got to see a little of area I used to live. I also got to reflect on the reason for the season and to explore more Christian spiritually. I have been studying the Minor Prophets of the Old Testament as well as some New Testament letters.

As the year draws to a close I look back and I feel very blessed. The move was successful and have adjusted quite well. I found a job within six weeks and even though it was very from enjoyable it kept me afloat and helped me explore my "sweet spot". I am also dating a wonderful woman and we heading very close to one year of dating. More importantly, my faith was rejuvenated this year and I seek a greater relationship with the Lord.

What does next year hold for me. I am jobless right now but it is probably for the best as I get to explore some options. I also get to continue my walk with Him and find out His will for my life. I am nervous yet excited to see what 2007 holds in store for me. I will be an interesting road to travel.

Some Poetry

I found this one is Our Daily Bread:

Lo, how a Rose e'er blooming
From tender stem hath sprung!
Of Jesse's lineage coming
As men of old have sung
It came, a Floweret bright,
Amid the cold of winter
When half-spent was the night

Author Unknown

Remember The Reason For The Season

Here is a couple of verses to remember for this Christmas season:

And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, Which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city David a Saviour which is Christ the Lord.
Luke 2:10-11

My Holidays So Far

I'm back home for the holidays with my girlfriend. We will be going to see her parents on Christmas eve and Christmas day. I already received a couple presents with one being the movie The Passion Of The Christ. The weather has been unseasonal as it feels a lot like spring. Anyways, I'm enjoying myself so far and am loking forward to Christmas.

A Word On Family

This is part of an e-mail I received recently:

FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think? So what is behind the story? Do you know what the word


FAMILY means? FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

The Latest in Life

I have been busy lately as I went to a wedding last Saturday and went back home last weekend. i also went to my girlfriend's work Christmas party which went well. Work has been boring and I'm waiting for the ax to fall as the season is almost over. In the meantime it looks like it will be a busy time as we get to Christmas with our respective families. There shall be some good times ahead.

This Past Week zZZZZ

This was a rather boring week for me. I work four days and during those four days I had little to do. My girlfriend was out of town as well. I defintely have to find some hobbies to keep myself busy and get out of the winter doldrums as well.

On Global Warming

About a week ago I saw a film on global warming called An Inconvinent Truth with former US vice-president Al Gore. It is a documentary with Gore giving a lecture to a group of College students on global warming and it's effects on the planet. Of course it is filled with news footage and clips showing the effects.

Among some of the findings are the increase in natural disaters such as hurriances,typhoons and cyclones. The polar ice cap is melting and the country of Greenland faces danger of literally dividing and drifting into different parts of the ocean. Bodies of water such as Lake Chad evaporating and mountain areas turning into desert. Not to mention how much green gas are in the air.

I'll admit with it being a political figure giving this lecture I took it with a grain of salt. I also took into account that there is a political agenda involved. However, a lot of statements and facts found made complete sense. I also have to admit I have been somewhat environmentally conscious for some time.

Even if half the stuff in the film is true it serves as a wake-up call. I'm not ready to become a treehugger but it is made me more aware. I also recommend renting the movie as it has some good points and answers quite a few questions especially about weird weather patterns that we get these days.

The Good And Bad

It has been a good few days as we have been getting mild weather up here. I also been busy at work and Christmas is around the corner. I have gotten most of my shopping done. I am nervously awaiting winter but in the meantime I'll enjoy the mild weather.

On the filpside I did a bonehead thing and wrecked my cellphone when I included it in a load of wash. I also had some car problems a while ago but like the saying goes it is bad but it could be a lot worse. It has also known how I have been strength as these would have cause me to be fit for a straight jacket but I took the approach that s@$% happens. At least I'm alive and well.

I hope with reduced hours at work I can keep this blog up more often. Oh well time will tell.

A Few Words To Live By

Never think that God's delays are God's denials.

Hold on ; hold fast ; hold out. Patience is genius.

Count de Buffon

Take A Moment

Today is Rememberance Day where we remember the soldiers who died for our country in war. It seems to become less meaningful to the younger generations as many of our veterans age and pass on. However, we must never forget what they did for us as without their scarifice we would not enjoy the freedoms and lifestyles that we are able to have. We must we thankful that many of us have never and will likely never go to war. Also, we must remember our troops fighting in Afghanistan. Wheter you agree with the war or not they are giving their lives for this great nation. I ask that we take the moment os silence today and remember all this.

The Latest News

There is not much going on other than I'm going to visit my parents this weekend and see my grandmother who is back from the Ukraine after a two month visit. Work is busy again after a slow October. I'm still figuring out the future but with the Lord's guidance I will get there. I'm starting to get ideas about where I'm going. The weather up here has been nice for a change as it is actually comfortable outside. The best part is no white stuff right now. I will hopefully have more to share in the weeks ahead.

Time Is Not An Ally

I'm learning that with trying to update this blog that time is not an ally. I find that even with my work hours being shorter that I can't get to this blog as often as I want. Then again it could just be writer's block. Either way I could make myself a promise to try and up this up to date as much as possible. Anyways, enough rambling on and I will get back on track soon.

A Pea Story

Here's an e-mail I got recently which I found heartwarming:

Babs Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas.I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller and the ragged boy next to me."Hello Barry, how are you today?""H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. Sure look good.""They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?""Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time.""Good. Anything I can help you with?""No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas.""Would you like to take some home?""No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with.""Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?""All I got's my prize marble here.""Is that right? Let me see it.""Here 'tis. She's a dandy.""I can see that. Hmmmmm, only thing is this one is blue and I sort of go for red. Do you have a red one like this at home?""Not zackley, but almost.""Tell you what. Take this sack of peas home with you and next trip this way let me look at that red marble.""Sure will. Thanks Mr. Miller."Mrs. Miller, who had been standing nearby, came over to help me. With a smile she said, "There are two other boys like him in our community, all three are in very poor circumstances. Jim just loves to bargain with them for peas, apples, tomatoes, or whatever.When they come back with their red marbles, and they always do, he decides he doesn't like red after all and he sends them home with a bag of produce for a green marble or an orange one, perhaps."I left the stand smiling to myself, impressed with this man. A short time later I moved to Colorado but I never forgot the story of this man, the boys, and their bartering.Several years went by, each more rapid than the previous one. Just recently I had occasion to visit some old friends in that Idaho community and while I was there learned that Mr. Miller had died. They were having his viewing that evening and knowing my friends wanted to go, I agreed to accompany them. Upon arrival at the mortuary we fell into line to meet the relatives of the deceased and to offer whatever words of comfort we could.Ahead of us in line were three young men. One was in an army uniform and the other two wore nice haircuts, dark suits and white shirts ... all very professional looking.They approached Mrs. Miller, standing composed and smiling by her husband's casket. Each of the young men hugged her, kissed her on the cheek, spoke briefly with her and moved on to the casket.Her misty light blue eyes followed them as, one by one, each young man stopped briefly and placed his own warm hand over the cold pale hand in the casket. Each left the mortuary awkwardly, wiping his eyes.Our turn came to meet Mrs. Miller. I told her who I was and mentioned the story she had told me about the marbles. With her eyes glistening, she took my hand and led me to the casket."Those three young men who just left were the boys I told you about. They just told me how they appreciated the things Jim "traded" them. Now, at last, when Jim could not change his mind about color or size....they came to pay their debt.""We've never had a great deal of the wealth of this world," she confided, "but right now, Jim would consider himself the richest man in Idaho "With loving gentleness she lifted the lifeless fingers of her deceased husband. Resting underneath were three exquisitely shined red marbles.

Moral: We will not be remembered by our words, but by our kind deeds.Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

A Word About The Weather

There was more snow on the ground this morning but most of it is gone now. It is hard to guess what kind of winter we will have. It would look like it will be a long one but I have seen it where it hits early than becomes mild halfway through. Granted that is when I lived further south. I just hope winter is not a long one. At least right now it is raining so fall is still here.

Insights From Jonah

I recently read the Book Of Jonah in the Bible and found how much it shows the theme of wrestling with God. The book is a narrative of a man named Jonah who is called upon by God to preach to the people of Nineveh so they would repent of their sin or face His judgment. Jonah refused and instead boarded a ship headed Tarshish which was in the opposite direction. God sent a storm that hindered his trip and he was tossed in the sea to stop the storm. He then is swallowed by a big fish for three days and three nights before being spewed out unto the land. He preaches to the people of Nineveh and they repent and god withholds His judgment from the them. But this doesn't please Jonah as he had an apparent hatred for these people and wanted the city gone. God prepared a gourd for Jonah to rest under when he was in the heat and then got a worm to kill it to show He has the final say of who survives or incurs His wrath.

It is easy to come down on Jonah for running from God but we all have at some point in our lives. We fear we will ask us to go somewhere we don't want to or do something we may feel uncomfortable or overwheling. We may not board a ship and go in the opposite direction but we may tune out His voice or push our own agenda through instead. We often disobey His will for our lives and often miss out on the blessings that go with it.

It also touches on deep seated prejudences that we all have. Jonah didn't like the people of Nineveh and that's why he refused to go. We let our prejudences get in the way of obeying God's will. It may not be limited to skin color or ethnicty. It may be something like not sharing the Gospel with co-workers because we can't stand them or not ministering to others becuse of fear. We also might not what to go where God wants us because it is different.

There is also a picture of Christ as Jonah spent three days and three nights in the belly of the fish just as Jesus sent three days and three nights in the tomb. Also, the belly of the fish can also be seen as a trial we may have to endure in order for God to get our attention. We have to sometimes be in the belly of the fish to grow in our walk with God.

Lastly, there is the gourd which God shows how he can give and take life. Also, how He can provide us shelter when we need us and that He is involved in all our affairs in this life. He gives all who are willing to repent and obey him and a second chance.

There's No Education Like Adversity

The title is actually from a fortune cookie I got awhile back but it rings so true. I can say that you certainly learn what you are made of when you going through trials. You also learn who you can count on and what is important to you. I can also say from my own experience you learn how much you need to depend on God for day to day living.

First Snow Sighting

Well we got our first taste of winter up here. Even though the snow is now gone I still say it is why too early for the white stuff especially since October isn't even halfway over yet. It could be worse though as other parts of Ontario got up to 30 centimeters. I just hope it doesn't make an appearance until much later.

What Are You Thankful For?

Today is Thanksgiving in Canada which is a day we usually take time to remember the things we are thankful for. I personally can name a few such as being thankful for good health and here are some others:

I'm thankful for the great friends and family the God has placed in my life.

I'm especially thankful for the great woman He has placed by my side.

I'm thankful that I live in a country where I'm free to worship God as I please.

I'm thankful for a roof over my head and the food I eat.

I'm thankful for household pets.

I'm thankful for the lessons we learn in life even through they are sometimes painful.

There are many others that I can't think of offhand. As this day closes I will pose the question What are you thankful for?

Another Update

It has been choatic lately. Between the 12 hour shifts and other things going on. I haven't been able to do too much. I'm going away for the long weekend to London for my girlfriend's cousin's wedding. It should be good and I hope I can squezze some much needed rest time in between. I hope to catch up on a few things this weekend as well.

Risks

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to another is to rsk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is
to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.

But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing and is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow, or live.
Chained by the certitudes, he is a slave; he has forfeited his freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.

-AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Summer Is Over

Well it is official it is the last day of summer. However, judging by the weather it ended two weeks ago and the leaves are changing up here. At least I get to enjoy my first autumn in Muskoka which will be nice as I will see mulitcolored trees for miles on end. However, the dreaded winter is around the corner.

Missing In Action

Just to let everyone know I'm still around. It's just time has not been an ally of mine lately. I hope things will slow down a bit at work so I can keep this blog up to date. In the meantime I'll do what I can.

The Latest

As Charles Dickens once wrote "It was the best of times and the worst of times". I had a very tough week at work even as it was a shortened one. I had a relaxing weekend as I spent the weekend at my girlfriends' parents cottage as we celebrated her mother's birthday. It was a great time. However, I have been feeling very tired lately and I'm hoping to be 100 perecent very soon which will be unlikely as I have another long week ahead of me. I just hope to survive and continue my quest to find my "sweet spot".

Just The Latest

I had a great long weekend it was seeing my family again. The weather was bad but overall it was good. This week however has been weird. At work I haven't really (or at least I feel) done anything productive. I just dug holes for road signs and the day before rode in a truck all afternoon. I shouldn't really complain since it is nice to get an easy time at work but I am someone who likes to be doing things. Not to mention there is always the fear the hatchet will fall because there isn't enough work. The weird part is I feel tired still. Anyways, at least the weekend is around the corner.

End Of Summer Is Around The Corner

The Labour Day weekend is here and it looks like summer is ending. It certainly went by very fast. I could defintely say I have learned some lessons this season especially in living in faith and taking a big step in life. Things are going well and I'm kinda of looking forward to fall. Meaning I love the fall but I don't like what comes after(winter yuk). Anyways I'm going to enjoy my long weekend here as I'm back home visiting family. Hopefully the weather will improve as it was very rainy today.

God Knows

Here's another poem I found online as I'm struugling with a mild case of writer's block.

When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless efforts... God knows how hard you have tried.
When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish... God has counted your tears.
If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by... God is waiting with you.
When you're lonely and your friends are too busy even for a phone call... God is by your side.
When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn... God has a solution.
When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated... God has the answer.
If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope... God has whispered to you.
When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for... God has blessed you.
When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe... God has smiled upon you.
When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow... God hasopened your eyes and called you by name.
Remember that wherever you are orwhatever you are facing... GOD KNOWS

What I Believe

This is a sequel to my last blog:

I believe in God who is represented in three persons Yahweh the Father,jesus Christ the son and The Holy Spirit.

I believe that Jesus Christ was fully God and fully man and His earthly mission was to reunite mankind with their Creator.

I believe man is born with a sinful nature and the only remedy is Jesus' death which was the atonement for our sinful nature.

I believe in an afterlife and our destination is of our own choosing and wheter we heed God's word or not

I believe that each man,woman and child is given a God-given purpose to fulfill on Earth.

I believe the Earth will come to an end someday and will be recreated as a" new Earth and a new Heaven"

These are just the core of my spritual beliefs as well as worldview.

My Spiritual Journey

As you can probably tell from my previous entries that I am a Christian of the "born-again" camp if you will. I have had a long and exciting journey walking with the Lord. I have always believed that man (by that I mean mankind) has a soul and the idea of an afterlife.

The Beginning
I was baptized in the Ukrainian Catholic church as an infant. By parents weren't overly religious but wanted to my sister and myself to have a concept of faith taught to us at an early age. We attended a Roman Catholic primary school where religion was one of the subjects taught and we had to attend mass every first Friday of the month. I found this rather boring and the studies just seem to go in circle as I just learned that Jesus was born,was crucified and rose again. I learned a little of what He taught and said. But I don't recall learning much about the Bible.
During this time however we seldom attended church on Sundays and didn't have much if any religious instruction at home. It mostly represented boredom in my life.

Teen Years
I went to a public High School and was not really into spiritual things. I was mostly into partying, hanging out with friends and occasionally getting into trouble. I still believed in a deity but saw Him as impersonal in the lives of humans.
When I got older I started seeking and asked for a Bible for Christmas. I tried reading it but I couldn't get into it. However,this is where I believe the seeds were planted in me.

Born-Again
When I reached adult I had questions about life and death. I started working at a warehouse after I finished high school. It was there that I meet a guy who I later became close friends with. who was a Christian. We started talking and he invited to see Billy Graham who came to Toronto. Dr .Graham was sick last night and Ralph Bell spoke that night. It was there I came forward and gave my life to Christ.
I started reading the Bible again and got into it. I finally understood who Christ was and what we stood for. Also,why He came to Earth and why He died for us. I also got to learn the origin of man and read the Old Testament for the first time in my life.

Pentecostalism and Bible College
I started attending a Pentecostal church near my home which I became a member of . It wasn't hyper-Pentecostal where there was faith healing or anything like that. But tongues were spoken and interpreted (the later is important to remember) but for the most part it was pretty conservative.
I also decided to possibly enter ministry and enrolled in a Bible College in Toronto. I would have to say it was great experience for the most part as I got to meet different people and learn about theology. I completed my studies and looked forward to taking what I learned into practice.

Fundamentalism
I never found a position and was kind of drifting. I soon left the Pentecostal church and started attending a new Fundamentalist Baptist church that set shop in town here. It was way more conservative than the last church and I found it way too legalistic. I got to the point where I was just going though the motions.
There concept of salvation seemed to be how much you are able to avoid the evils of the world and you were made to think that you were never good enough. I was often made to feel I was guilty of something and wasn't living right no matter what I did. I soon found myself in a rut going through a dry period.

Purpose Driven Life
I started dating my current girlfriend earlier this year and as a Valentine's day gift she gave me a book called Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. I was cynical at first but as we read it together I changed my view. The central theme of the book is that each of us is created by God for a purpose.
My faith was rejuvenated and began to live for Him again. I start seeing my faith in a more positive light. Yes I was a sinner but I was chosen by God for a purpose. I didn't have to earn His love but it was really given to me by grace. I don't have to follow the motion but can accomplish great things.

The Rest
I started attending a Christian and Missionary Alliance church that is pretty modern with casually dress, a worship band and a generally informal atmosphere. I also got to attend a young adults study group on a couple of occasions.
However,I have relocated to another part of the province very recently and I started attending a Baptist church in town here(not a Fundamentalist one though). I'm in a transitional mode right now but I feel with God by my side and with a renewed faith the best is yet to come.

The Past Week

I had quite a week. I found a job finally and actually worked somewhere else for a day beforehand and had two interviews. I'm working as a flagger for a construction company which is the person who holds the Stop/Slow sign for traffic while roadways are worked on. So I guess it was inevitable that I found work but I can honestly say the Lord's hand is in this as the timing was perfect. I can finally breathe a bit easier.

I went with my girlfriend to London to visit her grandmother and had a good time there. It was nice to meet more of her family members and we got to go to the Outback Steakhouse with her aunt as well. The food was great and the company was even better.I also got to visit a Christian book store called the Upper room and one of the books I bought was titled How to Ruin your Life by 40 by Steve Farrar. The titled itself sparked my interest since I seem to be on course lol. But really I hope in can help me get to where I should be in life and how to avoid the pitfalls that many make and to help me not repeat my many mistakes.

Anyways,I will work my first full week with this company I hope to survive. I also will continue my quest to find my "sweet spot" and hopefully be able to move forward finally. It the meantime I will continue to press on.

Thoughts To Ponder

I have nothing to write today but I came cross some wise sayings on the net:


Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful. But his delight is in the Law of the Lord." Psa 1: 1-2

If there is no wind...row!

Get up- Get over it- Get going!

People seldom improve when there is no other model but themselves to copy!

God uses people who make mistakes because there aren't any other kind around.

That which does not kill me makes me stronger.

Always be an encourager!

A man is not finished when he is defeated: he's finished when he quits!

The character of a man is seen, not in the time of well being, but in the time of misfortune!

Trust in the Lord with all thy might and lean not unto thy own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him and he shall direct thy path.

Make no small plans for they have no power to stir the soul!

Never quit until a good deed is done!

What you become will be determined by only two things - the friends you have and the books you read!

Look At This Picture

The longer you look at this photo the more images you will see. I found this on the web.

A Word About Grace

I have started reading a book What's So Amazing About Grace by Philip Yancey. The topic is of course God's grace. But the book also talks about how little the church not only talks God's grace but shows it as well. Sure many preach on what Jesus did on the cross and why He did so. There is often the teachings of the do's and dont's of the Christian faith but there isn't nearly as much teaching on grace and the meaning thereof.

Yancey uses several stories in his book to illustrate the grace of God and what it means to the individual who receives it. It got me thinking how we as the church really take it for granted and it is so easy to fall into an us and them mindset as a believer. When really the only thing that seperates Christians from non-Christians is they accepted the free gift of salvation offered through Jesus Christ which is given to mankind by the grace of God.

I have to admit I feel convicted about this especially since I didn't do a thing to earn my salvation but it was a free gift. Also, that I haven't shared this gift too many others who need this salvation. It is easier for us to get into an activist role in the church on political issues such as abortion, child poverty, same-sex marriage, world hunger and in the process forget how whole reason for being the church in the first place. Which is to be a spiritual hospital for the spiritually sick.

It is a grace that offered to all people. From the atheist to the life-long church goer, from the Marxist to the archconservative, the wealthy businessman to the beggar on the street. It also knocks down racial,national and even religious barriers that exist. I can't even begin to understand why the creator would offer me and everyone this grace. I must remember never ti take it for granted and remember to look at others as God sees them.

Lost In Transition

Since the move I have been trying to find my feet. I have had a few setbacks here and as with every move I have had to make a few adjustments. As a result my devotional life has suffered as I find I'm getting distracted easily by other things. This is weird since I have more time on my hands than usual. I hope I can finally settle in completely and get to "business" with God.

A Lazy Weekend

I had what is called a lazy weekend. I went up to my girlfriend's parents' cottage for the weekend. We didn't end up doing much except a little paddle boating and just hanging out. I did however get to cook for them and learn to master a propane BBQ. It was nice but I spent the weekend fighting a cold which I managed to get despite it being sumeer.

It is a "civic" holiday today but I wouldn't really know it as my girlfriend has to work and I have a job interview today. I don't know if I'm too kean on this position but I am going to leave it in the Lord's hands. Besides if nothing else this is good practise for me in the future. The weather should be good as well.

The Bible in 50 Words

I found this on the web and got a kick out of it:

The Bible In 50 Words

God made
Adam bit
Noah arked
Abraham split
Joseph ruled
Jacob fooled
Bush talked
Moses balked
Pharaoh plaqued
People walked
Sea divided
Tablets guided
Promise landed
Saul freaked
David peaked
Prophets warned
Jesus born
God walked
Love talked
Anger crucified
Hope died
Love rose
Spirit flamed
Word spread

God remained

About The Weather

The weather today was bit cooler but that is not saying much. It has been so hot lately that it had to cool down sooner or not. Not to mention there was a major storm here last night and there were tornados nearby. I can't believe how hot it has been lately and I'm sure we broke some records this year.

But I can't really complain. Yes, it's been unbelievely hot for this region but I just think of two things. One, I haven't really had to work in it like years. Another is I know I will be begging for thia in six or seven months from now when there are sub-zero conditions out and there is a foot of snow to go along with it. Also, summer just seem to fly by as this one has. I will sit back and enjoy (and do by best to avoid the heat).

A Couple Passages From Psalms

I came across a couple of Scriptures for those who struggle with anxiety(like myself):

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why do you refuse
to help me or even to listen to my groans? Day and night I kept on
weeping,crying for your help, but there is no reply....The praises of
our fathers surronded your throne; they trusted you and you
delievered them. You heard their cries for help and saved them;
they were never disappointed when they sought your aid.... O Lord
don't stay away. O God my Strength,hurry to my aid. Rescue me
from death; spare my precious life....I will stand up before the
congregation and testify of the wonderful things you have done...
I will say He has not despised my cries of deep despair; he has not
turned and walked away. When I cried to him,he heard and came.
Psalm 22:1-5,19-20-22-24 TLB


When I am afarid, I will trust in you. In God,whose word I praise,
in God I trust; I will not be afraid....You have delivered me from
death and my feet from stumbling, that I may walk before God in
the light of live.
Psalm 56:3-4,13 NIV

Sunday

I had a pretty good day today. I decided to stay here for one extra night and I got to my friend Ken who I haven't talked to in a month. He is doing well but he has got a lot on his plate. I get the feeling he misses me more than my family as he tired to encourage to move back closer to Richmond Hill if not move completely back here.

I have to say I do miss my friends and it is a shame that I didn't have the time to look any more up. But I could save that for another time when I visit. It was nice to visit this time to reflect on old times and get refreshed for the road ahead. But I must remember allergy medience has they were acting up big time this weekend. I blame the Toronto air but there are other factors and I must be prepared.

Tomoorow I head back and I get to see my main squeeze. It should be good as we get to have a BBQ tomorrow and it will be nice to get back to Muskoka. I just hope I have the energy as it's late and I'm still wide awake.

Here At The Hill

I have home back home to visit my folks and they are doing well. It's great to be back but the Toronto air is affecting me as I have had trouble breathing. I'm hoping the rain holds off so I can walk around and check out some of the parks. The weather keeps changing every hour so it's hard to tell. I hope to maybe look up some friends and maybe see at least one of them.

I have to say this is weird though. On one hand it feels like I never left but on the other one it doesn't really feel like home anyone. It feels like I have genuinely moved on finally.

Going Home

In a couple of days I will be going home for the weekend to visit my family and maybe a friend or two. I miss them but I don't miss Richmond Hill that much as it is not the same place I grew up. If anyone asks me if I'm homesick I will say yes I have been for the last five or six years. It has changed that much. On a more positive note it will be nice to check out one or two of the parks(hopefully the weather is good). Plus there is the novelity of "going home" something I haven't had the chance to do in life. I'm looking forward to it.

Midnight Madness

Last night me and my better half went to the street sale in town here known as ' Midnight Madness '. It wasn't as big as I thought it was as there only seemed a handful of vendors and the live entertainment hasn't started yet. Then again we went pretty early which was probably just as well as we avoided the pub crawlers. But it was nice to see a community get out for something like this and to see what the town buisnesses have to offer.

As for today my girlfriend is working for part of the day so I have a quiet day at home. I do have a few things to do so it should work out quite well and I get to BBQ tonight so I have to grab some supplies. The weather looks promising today so it should be a fun time.

A Prayer by Tozer

Here's a prayer I found by the late great theologican A.W. Tozer:

Lord, teach me to listen. The times are noisy and my ears are weary with the thousand raucous sounds which continuously assault them. Give me the spirit of the boy Samuel when he said to Thee, "Speak, for Thy servant heareth." Let me hear Thee speaking in my heart. Let me get used to the sound of Thy voice, that its tones may be familiar when the sounds of earth die away and the only sound will be the music of Thy speaking. Amen.
A. W. Tozer

Living In Faith

I'm certianly getting a crash course in living through faith. I have had two job interviews in two very different professions. I don't know what direction to go but I have to rely on His guidance. I know He has been with me through this and will see me through it. I just have to rely continue to pray and trust Him. If nothing else this has been an adventure this far.

Settled In

I have basically settled in my new place. I have an interview scheduled for Thursday which looks somewhat promising as I have gotten tired of being jobless. I will continue searching and sending resumes as well.

On Sunday I got to go to Toronto. My girlfriend's company went as a group to the Jays game which was very good as the Jays beat Seattle 4-3 in extra innings. But it happened to be one of the hottest days of the year and our seats while very good(the 12th row from the first base line) put as under the sun. We both have felt the sun as we both have sunburns despite using 45 sunblock. Not to mention that we have both felt tired.

Last night,there was one of the worst storms to hit southern Ontario in a while. I thought there could have been a risk of toronados but it was just the humidity catching up to us. The good part is the rain has cooled everything down and it is actually comfortable to walk around outside. At least for now.

I get to go to my girlfriend's nieces 1st birthday party tonight at her parents cottage tonight. It should be a good time but I doubt she will be fully aware of wants going on and she will remember much if any of it. But it will be nice to have a get together at the cottage. Anyways,it's business as usual and I hope to get the final piece of the puzzle very soon.

Don't Quit-The Poem

Here a great poem I found wriitten by Edgar A.Guest:

DON"T QUIT

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will
When the road you are trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must-but don't you quit!


Life is queer with it's twist and turns,
As every one of us sometime learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow-
You might suceed with another blow....


Success is failure turned inside out-
the sliver tint of the clouds of doubt-
And you can never tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you are hardest hit-
It's when things get worse that you mustn't quit!

Edgar A. Guest

Not Much Going On Just An Update

I'm still recovering from a whirlwind week. I think I have had enough excitement to last me the year. Still on the hunt for a job and am still a bit shaky but with God's help I know I will pull through.

On a lighter note, I cooked for my girlfriend for the first time. It was nothing fancy just a basic chicken dinner. It went rather well as we were both happy. I hope to get completely on track very soon and get more insightful again. In the meantime I will do my best to adjust to my surrondings.

The Week That Was....Whew

Just finished what was one of the biggest and busiest weeks of my life. Did the move last Saturday. Got a new job Monday night working in Landscaping as the guy called me 9:30 at night out of the blue to work the next morning.(I did talk to him before the move briefly) I had to get settled in my new place and go out and buy things. Then to top it off I was told Friday afternoon that my services weren't needed anymore by this employer. But it is just as well since I kind of knew from start this was not a job I would like. At least he had the smarts to pay me off right away. I could go into detail but I just want to put this episode behind me and chalk it up as a learning experience. Anyways,I'm in Richmond Hill for the weekend just to get a few more things to take home and tie up some loose ends. I hope things will get back to "normal" next week.

The Skinny

To all inquiring about my situation here's what is going on. I relocated very recently from Richmond Hill (suburb of Toronto) to Huntsville in the Muskoka region in order to be closer to my girlfriend. As well as finally get out on my own. I got a job working with a landscaping company and am renting a small room in a house. I have the comforts of home here Internet,TV and a small patio. It has taken a while to settle in but I'm getting there. Anyways, I have to say this is a lovely area and am glad to be here. I hope to be completely on track by next week.

Happy Birthday Canada

Today my country the nation of Canada turns 139 years old. I firmly believe that it is the greatest country to live in and has some of the most breathtaking scenry that one can ever view. Granted the political climate leaves a lot to be desired but I think just about every nation has this problem. It is also amazing how we take our freedoms for granted and it is sad to see them slowly fade away one by one. But it is all the more reason to work for change and to help improve on what we have.

It is sad also that so many who live here don't really appericate what we have here. After all we have the freedom to worship the way we desire and can speak our minds at least to some degree. Not to mention many of us can earn a decent living here as well. All in all I'm saying is HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANADA!!!